as usual i am again in this state of dramatic insane-ness..

ewan ko ba..hindi ako mapagod-pagod.

though i admit, most of the times ako lang naman talaga ang nagpapagulo ng mga bagay-bagay…sabi nga nila “walang magulo, if you just believe”..siguro that’s my problem..my trust is weak, i am weak..i dont know why…

i am very used to initiating things just to see how people will react..then when i get the opposite of what im expecting, i panic and then take it back..siguro napagod na rin sa akin ang mundo..its time to turn the tables back to me…i cannot blame them…

i know its all my fault…

my bad..

and im sorry…